The memories of Fuckhead
I dont want this but I cant stop. This is the only thing that keeps me normal like everyone else. I wish I could be happy again.
Tango with lions- “At the bar”
For The Goddess
Circa Survive- “Imaginary Enemy”
You’re so careless, careless
How did you get so ungrateful?
You treat me like I’m a disease and it’s been killing me
Chances are, you never even cared at all
I’m sure you had your reasons but I’ll never get to hear
The truth disguised in all your alibis
It’s a tradition practiced
Every time you say goodbye
I’ve tried so hard
to be what you needed
your imaginary enemy
I’ve tried for so long
to make you believe it
that I am not the enemy
Slipshod cavalier
I can’t stand to see those things that
you have taken for granted
thrown away everything you’ve been handed
Too much all at once that’s how you got so ungrateful
All you saw was the burden
standing beside all your blessed truths
disguised in all you alibis
It’s a tradition practiced
every time you say goodbye
I’ve tried so hard
to be what you needed
your imaginary enemy
I’ve tried for so long
to make you believe it
that I am not the enemy
imaginary enemy
For The Goddess
Circa Survive-“I felt free”
Nothing new to say
Nothing to report cause the future happened yesterday
If I could tell the truth
I could make you stay
but forever seems so far away
I fell apart in your arms
for the last time
And I felt free to do what I want
because of the things you told me,
because of the things you told me, you told me
I felt free
You could be the end of me
Too many shades of gray
Its just another pointless game that we play
I couldnt tell the truth
Ill never make you stay
because tomorrow always happens yesterday
I fell apart in your arms
for the last time
And I felt free to do what I want
because of the things you told me
because of the things you told me, you told me
I felt free
I felt free
I will learn to live again for now Im breaking
all the things I couldn’t mend without escaping
I will learn to love again
I will learn to love
I will learn
I appologize, there was alot of sleeping pills, Xanax, Oxycotin, Cocaine, and alcohol involved. I meant it but I didnt mean it, Dont take it seriously I was out of my mind for a while but Im back kind of. First cigarette of the day then I guess more alcohol and more posts, Hope you have fun. If there was a thumbs up thing I would do it. Peace though
yeah yeah yeah- “Rich”
Its bad when the drugs amd alcohol arent workin… Im about to give the fuck up. Fuck all of this shit! Im done holdin back.
Hank 3- “punch, fight, fuck”
I’m fucked up,
Maddie: Jake you’re silly =D
White Stripes - “Blue Orchid”
The Raconteurs- “Salute your solution”
This song is amazing when your gettin red eyed and reckless
Jack White-“Im shakin”
